i've been kinda out of it the past couple of days mostly cuz i've been overthinking a couple of things. you know how when you're reeeaally into someone and you tend to wanna do hella things to show that you like that person? but for me, i end up not doing anything at all. or i mean i DO, like chaating wit them and stuff and saying hi all the time. and there have been, i guess, little hints before and shit. but nothing done overtly that hella screams "i freaakin like you!"or whatever. hella not my style.
i guess i hesitate because im really just scared of being disappointed or getting hurt over bullshit. it's very easy to say, "ohh you never know until you say something" or whatever. which is true, but that doesn't really stop my hesitation. iono... this post is not making sense anymore.
last night i had a dream about him. i AM thinking about this too much. ugh, fml.
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