Friday, May 8, 2009

balancing act

soo yesterday, me mara and ethel went to wingstop to eat and i started to tell them about my issue about something. i really really reeally try not to think about it too much but it always comes up when this guy's name comes up and it's kinda annoying. they started laughing when i put my fist up cuz that's really how annoyed i get. i feel like now i always have to keep this balance between tryna be a friend while keeping my feelings at bay. which is hard, but hey i've managed so far. he knows already but like i've said before, we both like where we are right now as far as the bestfriendship goes and im not really tryna ruin that. iono, maybe it feels like the safest place to be cuz neither of us knows what will happen if we try somethin else.

last night, this nigga hella called him "babe" on twitter and so i hella texted him and i was like "WOOW HE CALLED YOU BABE ON TWITTER. IM ABOUTA SLAP HIM." and then i tweeted "WOOW REALLY?! IM ABOUTA KNOCK SOMEONE OUT." lol, woow is right. i hella deleted that tweet right after i sent it cuz i felt bad. he got mad cuz the guy hella put him on blast on twitter wit that babe shit and so the guy deleted it.

nts: i needa list my reasons for the yays and nays of what is up with me and this guy. cuz this post does not make sense.

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