Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
HSC4010: Research and Program Evaluation
Online Class Only
THEA3072: PCN Class
HIST4710: History & Trends in Nursing
TuTh 12pm-150pm *WAITLISTED*
prof. morewitz, who i had for hsc 4600 sent out an email saying he will most likely open a second section of 4010. i will drop ritter as soon as that happens cuz i HATE her. he's a pretty easy going teacher, unlike ritter. however, his section will be at the same time as pcn class so i will have to drop that, and cross my fingers that i get in hist4710 so i can still be a full-time student. otherwise i will have to look for another class.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people that treat you right. Forget about the ones that don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Friday, March 20, 2009
this week has already been nothing but problems for me, and this situation last night was just the icing to an overall bad month. im pissed off at myself... im pissed off at the cars that were in front of me... im pissed off about my car... im just really pissed off about everything. i have been in tears ever since i got home. of course, i had to tell my parents about what happened because they needed to know, and i needed help. at this point, i am just sooo overwhelmed like... i feel so bad for my parents, which makes me feel angry at myself for putting them in this situation. im worried about the car and how much it's gonna cost, what the insurance will do, how the insurance issues between the three cars will come out, how soon i will get back the car, how i will get to work... plus there are just soo many unsaid issues right now that i am dealing with at home and that my parents are dealing with.
it was obvious to me that my mom wanted to cry. they have every right to blame me and make me feel bad for what happened. i don't think that i have felt this way before or have ever reached such a low point. i can't help but feel that i have hurt them and disappointed them soo much. my dad got home earlier and tried to talk to me and i could do nothing. i could sense and hear the desperation coming out of his voice, and i couldn't look at him anymore... i can't look at my mom or my dad in the eyes anymore because i feel like a failure to them.
im just trying as hard as i can to hold my head up high, but honestly i am deeply depressed at this point. it has been a culminating moment. i just feel sooo. fucking. bad. and i can't take it anymore.