this past weekend

i know its already a tuesday night, but i really wanna talk about this past weekend.

first off, i had to deal with traffic school from my speeding ticket last november. i signed up for the in person class @ the new haven adult school from 8am-430pm, but the teacher let us out 30 mins early. i thought it was gonna be boring but it was actually aright. the guy teaching it made the info really interesting and he seemed like he knew what he was talking about. it's just too bad that i couldn't really pay attention cuz i was literally falling asleep in class. i hadn't really gotten a lot of sleep since the car accident, mainly cuz im full of worries plus work and tryna carry on wit my life. i guess the only good thing about traffic school was there was a cute guy in it hahaa. i thought it was interesting that about 75% of the people that were in there was because of red light violations while the rest consisted of speeding tickets. after that, i had to be dropped off to work.

after work, matt and i went to a little kickback in san jose. i don't really wanna say too much other than i got hella drunk... and i found out that the guy i hella like actually feels the same way about me. i just thought it was funny that it took alcohol for us to get it outta our system. i think to round that night up... i guess i was a little "carefree" hahaa. i mean, you know, when i think about it, that was the most time i have ever spent physically with this person with all emotions out in the open. he asked me to spend the night over at his house after, which i did. matt dropped me over. and we just spent the rest of the night and all of sunday cuddling and stuff. im gonna be blunt, of course that felt hella nice... you know? like i haven't been in that kind of situation for awhile where the feelings were mutual and you both just enjoyed each other's company. no doubt about it, this past weekend shits on all my other past weekends this whole year. needless to say, i was happy. i AM happy.

i guess the only thing now is: where do we go from here? now that some stuff has been established, will it go anywhere? i guess thats just the confusing part about all of this. im willing to see where this goes...

the last few days have literally been a roller coaster for me, with a lot of different things happening all at once. it's been a crazy 2009 so far for suure.