1. body language - jesse mcartney ft. tpain
2. best i ever had - drake
3. won't say im sorry - neyo
4. shatter - nasri
5. decisions - neyo
6. change - kelly rowland
7. nothing - chris brown
8. come back to me - mario
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
soo thats exactly how i feel... because i don't know exactly how i feel. hella fail riight? well i guess lemme try to explain. soo i started to feel jealous about something. but now im not sure why i started feeling jealous in the first place. well actually, i partly know one of the reasons why im getting jealous and it's because someone's tryna third wheel off our bestfriendship. and i get super annoyed when it's just us two, and then he's there. like umm... hello a&b only, not c.
but then there's a second part that kinda scares me and even caught me off guard. im afraid of thinking about it because i really REEEAALLY don't think i wanna go beyond the friendship line. i can't figure out when this part of the reason start to manifest itself and that's why even i surprised myself about it. i don't wanna lose this person over sum bullshit.
gaaahd, talk about complicated.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
woow, okay. soo last night was sumthin else. alls i kno is i can't be fuckn drinking and typing on my kick at the same time cuz STUPID EMO BULLSHIT start comin out and i haaaatee bein like thaat!!! it hella pisses me off.
okay soo me and matt went to a lil kickback in union city last night, riight?? and as soon as we got there... i see him. and ohh maan iono whether to feel happy or act like my night was ruined. i can't be around this guy for too long. it's too hard!! i was right next to him but he still felt so far awayy. i couldn't hug him or kiss him or hold him... and that kills me.
i cant be doin this shit nemore.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
just some songs im feelin right now:
1. keri hilson - knock you down
2. keri hilson - turnin me on (remix)
3. colby o'donis - ooh aah
4. laze & royal feat. neyo - 3 way love
5. throw it in the bag - fabolous feat. the dream
i think im gonna start an experiment where im gonna upload my mp3 files on supload.com or wherever so yal can dl these songs. lemme know if u guys think it's a good idea.