y...eeeaa

what a blow.

felt like i got hit by a 2 ton truck.

and my heart went down in flames.

"i was flyin, and now im crashin. this is bad, real bad..." -keri hilson

think about it

"it hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel."

Spring Quarter 2009 Schedule

HDEV3800: Human Development
TuTh 8am-950am
HSC4010: Research and Program Evaluation
Online Class Only
THEA3072: PCN Class
TuTh 4pm-550pm
HIST4710: History & Trends in Nursing
TuTh 12pm-150pm *WAITLISTED*


prof. morewitz, who i had for hsc 4600 sent out an email saying he will most likely open a second section of 4010. i will drop ritter as soon as that happens cuz i HATE her. he's a pretty easy going teacher, unlike ritter. however, his section will be at the same time as pcn class so i will have to drop that, and cross my fingers that i get in hist4710 so i can still be a full-time student. otherwise i will have to look for another class.

just a lil somethin.

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people that treat you right. Forget about the ones that don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."

whatever.

i have resolved to go to CaPS as soon as spring quarter starts, or else im gonna go crazy.

how to tell if you're depressed

let me list them all:

1. sometimes i feel like i don't wanna go through the day anymore, and i just wanna sleep to make time go faster. i have no energy for anything.

2. i have pretty much lost interest in a lot of things. i'll go out, but don't really wanna do much.

3. i've been feeling sad and unhappy every single day. i guess my face pretty much reveals it. matt's always asking me what's wrong but i never say anything. i try really hard to put up a front and say everything's ok, but i guess im failing at that.

4. i feel like no matter what i do, things just end up going wrong for me.

5. i feel like a failure.

6. i feel like crying all the time.

7. i'll just lie down on my bed and stare at the ceiling for hours.

8. i lose my appetite really fast. ill try to eat for a couple of minutes but after that, i just give up.

9. its hard for me to concentrate on anything. i have a thousand thoughts running through my head, but i just want them to stop.

10. i think i have mood swings.

i jus want it all to stop.

stressed out

i think it's just the fact that i have A LOT of stressful things goin on in my life right now that im tryna handle all at once, and that is what's makin me soo high-strung. =/

i can only deal with so much...